Hello world.

Something very bad happened on Friday.. I think only Ruonan has some idea about how badly things turned out, but even then she doesn't know everything. Was feeling so bad that I felt like crying. Teared on the way home. Emo-ed throughout dinner, and had no mood to eat everything at one shot. Ate about one quarter of it, and my maid threw the rest away by mistake. I'm actually thankful to her for it.

Saturday: breakfast was one-quarter of butterfly pastry. Dinner @ Esplanade. Had oyster omelette, char kway teow and hokkien mee with my parents. Omg wow. But Mum complained that Dad ordered too much though. Under normal circumstances, I would have disputed her claim. But even though I was enjoying the taste of the food, I had to like stuff it into my mouth. Just didn't feel like eating.

Today is Sunday. Breakfast was glutinous rice that parents brought to their friend's place for potluck. Again, stuffing myself despite my heart and mind telling my mouth not to lol. Dinner was my all-time favourite bar chor kway teow (dry) @ Rail Mall. Didn't enjoy it much though. Only ate half a piece of Ya Kun Kaya Toast; parents took the other 3.5 pieces. Totally no mood to eat. :(

Ruonan says I must eat more, if not I won't be able to get in tune lol. But after what happened on Friday, my huge appetite has diminished. I'm not dieting/fasting, serious. It's just that.. what happened has caused me to have no mood for eating -- one of my favourite pastimes. Sigh.

It's really amazing how irritating people never fail to get the better of me. They seem to have perfect knowledge of which buttons to push, what words to use and where all my nerves are located. Because they succeed every time.

Oh man, how long more? -.-

School is starting tomorrow -- time really flies! -- it is going to be the beginning of Week 5. At the end of this week, half a term aka one-eighth of a year would have elapsed. I wonder what this year would bring. I hope massive grievances wouldn't be part of the package ok.