man i'm super pissed now. fk it.
LA expository essay: halfway done
Nutrition concept map: one-third done
DNA concept map: NOT done
Chinese test: haven't study =.=
Math assignment: half-done

SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME I'M NOT DEAD -.-


oh, and you know something? things are not as easy as what you perceive them to be. like, you kept saying it was a giveaway - what if i'm not inclined in terms of memory work? i DID keep drilling the stuff into my head (obviously more than once), but i just can't seem to regurgiate them. my fault? obviously. my laziness? obviously. my natural disability? obviously NOT.

it's sickening to try so hard to do something that you just can't do. everytime you do it you get a glimmer of hope in your heart, only to realize that it's extinguished pretty soon. i wonder why i'm doing all these crap for. why am i feeling so lost, so empty? maybe i've been living the wrong life and doing the wrong stuffs. maybe i'm just unappreciative of what i have. maybe i must learn to accept myself for who i am. sian.

it sucks to be like this. don't ask me what i am referring to coz i obviously won't tell you!



gah i do seem to be annoyed all the time these days.
:(