i have no sense of ownership towards that project. even though it is officially mine, i could NEVER do it my way. instead, i had word-for-word dictation and instruction, and endless screaming whenever i did not follow it. yes, it comes from people who are NOT supposed to even have a say in it at all. (i am not referring to the tchrs who helped along the way.)

annoyed and irritated is an understatement of what i'm feeling now.

shit.