for the past few months i haven't been coming to blogger regularly.. coz i couldn't post.. but now i found a way tt i can post more frequently! so now this poor pathetic blog wouldnt be so dead (: so u all COME AND TAG!

lol i know i sound damn happy now. but i guess i should still update on wad has been happening these few days.. even though it may not be on such a light note.

yesterday was open house, which meant tt i had to wake up super early (7am!!) and change my piano lesson ): i love piano lessons ok!! and it's less than a year to my piano exam! ATCL dip! omgomg. better start practicing man... before i really fail this time round.

recently a lot of changes has been going on, and i can't say i'm too happy about it. i trusted you... but now i dun. as a matter of fact i'm disappointed in you. (after wad you've done.) you apologized and told me tt if i had any problems i could come look for you.. as you said, were friends, right? omg. i dunno how to answer this question. it's not as if i dun want to be friends, but i dun want to become enemies or get involved in a cold war with you. i can't believe our friendship may not survive coz of it. i believed you worthy of my liking and trust. but now...

ppl say i should just forgive you, though i dun have to forget about wad happened. actually its true, but this forgiveness comes with a condition tt i treat you exactly the way i used to. is it possible?? yes, i do sound emo here. but i've told myself tt it's pointless being emo over some small matter which wasn't even my fault, so i should just move on. and i have. but i'm still recovering from the initial shock of wad you've done, including the threat to sever our friendship.

i've made up my mind. i'm going to do wad i want to do.