so now i am super pissed. and super worried for fear of my crappy marks dropping some more. no, it's not tt i'm being hypocritic now... at least not anymore. and i daresay i have every right to be concerned about my history's fate.

letter writing: not done well.
history poem: just as bad :(
history interview: just passed. T.T

omg wth lar. i still want my A for history okay. and mind you, for EOY i did so much better. now i'm seriously considering whether i should take theatre arts next yr instead of history or geog. but my parents say no after wad i've told them coz apparently, history is still more useful, and many ppl dun have high impressions of theatre arts, even if it's a very rigorous and tough subject. but if it helps me score, why not?

i dunno wad long term detrimental effect these atrocious scores will create in future - the past always comes back to haunt you, right? even up till now, ppl still remember PSLE and talk about it. and PSLE was like 2 years ago?! so dun tell me this history will be remembered for years! and furthermore there is streaming at the end of the year... wad makes me think i can get a nice subject combination if all my marks are utter bullshit?

this is total crap man.

argh. so discouraged. and it's not as if the whole class did so poorly for history okay.