lessons have officially started, and things look like they're a change for the worse.

damn.

i was so pissed and upset that i didn't want to eat lunch ystd, and went to slp at 10pm even though i wans't tired at all. k fine i didn't slp early in the end. spent time praying, hitting/pjnching myself & crying. funny how and why bad things ALWAYS happen to the good people. Lord, i fear.