Wednesday, September 05, 2007

EOYs are coming. now is like the sept hols, and i have barely started revision?! GG.

sept hols have been busy. trying to cram in all the revision i can (which amounts to nothing) while trying to cope with being so busy ): just now went to do my piano CD recording, and made lots of mistakes, but luckily my piano teacher's husband was kind and patient enough not to get pissed with me. thanks! the recording was FUN =) but i only had time to record one song. never mind, as mr ang said, it's not easy to do a good recording.

jiayou for EOYs!! hope everyone can make it into the subject combi they want.

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oh how could i forget? fri was teacher's day celebration. my class performed, sang zao an lao shi and peng you. was fun (: and the class took a photo with ms seow, who was dressed in a dunman high uniform! she looks like a student from far away...

after tt was band's teacher's day, and we sang the 1st verse of Stand By Me. the celebration was supposed to only take 15min, but it ended up being 1hr 15min! which means tt instead of chionging back to RGPS at 10.15, i rushed back (jiayun almost didn't wait for me) at 12.

been a long time since i last went back, and the juniors don't recognize me T.T didn't visit the teachers, coz i saw the 6f 'o5 people and we decided to go out. half of them went to plaza sing, and the rest of us went to sarah lee's house and slacked the whole afternoon.

wonder if anyone will be going back next year? 6f 'o5 forever!

<3

Monday, July 30, 2007

i just realized something--my posts are getting more and more frequent, which i just can't understand why. it's not as if i'm like so free everyday, but i still have so much time to blog.

yeah. so i had cello lesson today, and I FINALLY PASSED 34A!!! after like how many weeks of correcting by mr song. LOL. finished half of 34b, and will be doing the other half of it and 35 for homework. and halfway during lesson, mr song suddenly took out a "are you part of 100k?" card, and guess wad, it's FROM MY CHURCH! think he offered it to all his students, he was saying if we needed anything we could write it down in the card and pray. that's nice (: (no sarcasm, seriously!) but i've already gotten one from my godmother. omg. didn't realize he goes to my church.. just hope tt i dun bump into him during some service or celebration! will never dare to perform cello for any public gatherings in this church. =X just in case he's around.

now here comes the exciting part. MY BAND INDOOR TEST TODAY! mr ng was asking me if i preferred mr song or tian lao shi, whose teaching style i like more etc. was totally freaked out. ka woon said i looked nervous (she, xingqi, chun bok and ying qing were in the band room during my turn. sock hian asked joanna to go, but by then i started, so joanna didn't want to come in.) major minor scales quite ok, but when he test me D major pent tone, it's like i totally freaked out and ended up playing whole tone! then he was very nice, he asked are u sure this is pent tone, then asked me to play one octave (i was playing 2), and it was only after i finished playing the scale did i realize wad a serious mistake did i make. wth. then it was queen, study and choice piece. i was surprised when chun bok said i got 91--high distinction. thought i just managed to scrape a pass.

anyway, trying to do the LA proj, math is already 1 weekend late. didn't revise for all the common tests. die..

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

IDMI Week. and there goes 20% of my history and LA marks for CA2. one whole week of no regular lessons is fun (: wish it was longer.

feeling damn sleepy now (as usual)

btw the third movement of mozart's piano sonata no. 13 in B flat major is nice. used to think ALL sonatas were in ternary form, but i think it's theme and variations. or maybe another form.. i know i thought of something, but somehow i just can't remember it =X oh well.

was sick yesterday. i wanted to stay back and help out with the IDMI project in the afternoon, but my group was understanding and let me go home to rest! thanks for you all's concern and support.

heard my hamster running on his wheel just now. dunno what's he doing now. my maid says he's sleeping, as usual. LOL.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

sianned out.
pissed off.
nice to be in primary school.
but it's impossible to turn back time.
worried about the ever-so-atrocious marks.

knowing a lower GPA will be in wait.

such a lousy poem!

LOL.
ugh
i feel like swearing but like duh, i cant.
seriously! O.O

and up till now, i still wondered if it was you. sometimes i wonder if you even have a mind of your own. maybe you do, maybe not. maybe you will never read this post. or maybe by the time you read it, this post would have been deleted. or maybe you will read it someday this year, next year.. and find out wad i've said. not that i have anything to hide in the first place.
forgiven you for wad you've done already. but nevertheless, still very pissed. sometimes i wonder if i was blind enough to think you were a good friend. maybe you are, but i'm too pissed to see the good points you possess.
whenever i see you, i feel this sense of hate.. but i think it's quite sad the friendship is lost and all that. yes, i believe your apology was genuine, but since you breached my trust, would i dare to trust and befriend you ever again?! duh no! if you could spill a secret (in fact, at least 2 secrets) to those i didn't trust as much as you (which was not unfamiliar to you), what does it show? YOU CANNOT BE TRUSTED! and how, how, HOW can i ever have a friend i dun even trust?
oh forget it. i doubt i'm even vocalizing wad i feel towards you. maybe you think it's all forgiven and forgotten... forgiven, maybe, but it will never be forgotten...

Monday, July 16, 2007

so now i am super pissed. and super worried for fear of my crappy marks dropping some more. no, it's not tt i'm being hypocritic now... at least not anymore. and i daresay i have every right to be concerned about my history's fate.

letter writing: not done well.
history poem: just as bad :(
history interview: just passed. T.T

omg wth lar. i still want my A for history okay. and mind you, for EOY i did so much better. now i'm seriously considering whether i should take theatre arts next yr instead of history or geog. but my parents say no after wad i've told them coz apparently, history is still more useful, and many ppl dun have high impressions of theatre arts, even if it's a very rigorous and tough subject. but if it helps me score, why not?

i dunno wad long term detrimental effect these atrocious scores will create in future - the past always comes back to haunt you, right? even up till now, ppl still remember PSLE and talk about it. and PSLE was like 2 years ago?! so dun tell me this history will be remembered for years! and furthermore there is streaming at the end of the year... wad makes me think i can get a nice subject combination if all my marks are utter bullshit?

this is total crap man.

argh. so discouraged. and it's not as if the whole class did so poorly for history okay.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

for the past few months i haven't been coming to blogger regularly.. coz i couldn't post.. but now i found a way tt i can post more frequently! so now this poor pathetic blog wouldnt be so dead (: so u all COME AND TAG!

lol i know i sound damn happy now. but i guess i should still update on wad has been happening these few days.. even though it may not be on such a light note.

yesterday was open house, which meant tt i had to wake up super early (7am!!) and change my piano lesson ): i love piano lessons ok!! and it's less than a year to my piano exam! ATCL dip! omgomg. better start practicing man... before i really fail this time round.

recently a lot of changes has been going on, and i can't say i'm too happy about it. i trusted you... but now i dun. as a matter of fact i'm disappointed in you. (after wad you've done.) you apologized and told me tt if i had any problems i could come look for you.. as you said, were friends, right? omg. i dunno how to answer this question. it's not as if i dun want to be friends, but i dun want to become enemies or get involved in a cold war with you. i can't believe our friendship may not survive coz of it. i believed you worthy of my liking and trust. but now...

ppl say i should just forgive you, though i dun have to forget about wad happened. actually its true, but this forgiveness comes with a condition tt i treat you exactly the way i used to. is it possible?? yes, i do sound emo here. but i've told myself tt it's pointless being emo over some small matter which wasn't even my fault, so i should just move on. and i have. but i'm still recovering from the initial shock of wad you've done, including the threat to sever our friendship.

i've made up my mind. i'm going to do wad i want to do.

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

AT LAST.. got a chance to blog (: for so long, my blogger has been taking like FOREVER to load and it would be impossible to post. school started.. omg. so tiring ><

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

I DID NOT POST FOR MORE THAN 2 WEEKS! omg omg. this blog is like so freaking dead now can. so i decided to revive it now.. during comp lesson (: lols. the CA1 results have been out since a few weeks ago.. and i can't say i did well =/ could have done better for math, geog and chinese. if only i hadn't failed that chinese test...

anyway, here are my results (except for MEP, which are not out yet):
LA= 85 (A+)
HCL= 64 (B)
Science= 77 (A)
Geography= 70 (A)
Math= 73.8 (A) (could have done better for this one)
History= 41/ 57 (A) (converted to percentage)

looking forward to rhythm 21 soon. hope queen's symphony will be better by then. think the 1st movement is the nicest among all. my results are not superb. happy holidays everyone.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

in the comp lab now, having geog lesson. since i hardly update nowadays, decided to revive this blog. yesterday was not feeling well again, so geog and math test postponed to tmr. wish me good luck! hey, gtg now. bb.lol

Saturday, April 21, 2007

haha.. been almost a month since i last posted ><>

this coming week, there will be math common test 2, science blood bank trip, geog common test 2 and MEP practical. and i haven't started on MEP portfolio, nor the one for PCCG. and there's cross-stitch. hope MEP practical can pull up my pathetic MEP scores.. which was why i was too lazy to prepare a new piece. just going to play autumn crocus, the one i played for grade 8. hope it didn't 'deprove' lol.

but the piece i'm mos scared of is the chopin etude. damn lah. practically the whole song involves running down the whole piano (which, in other words, means a lot of wrong notes). and i don't think i'll get a chance to practise it these few days.

and i know i should do better than what i'm doing now. should spend more time on all my subjects especially maths and chinese. my maths marks totally suck now can. and my chinese has never been that great either. feel like i'm going to get sore throat again soon. wasted time this morning and still wasting some more.. oh no. somehow i don't feel that tired now.. at least i don't have that temptation to drop down and sleep for hours.

k bye.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

lol! finally got time to post (: these few days hardly got any time to post.. so damn busy can! zz.. feel like slping again. was absent yesterday.. bleh. luckily seow wont minus any marks for quadratics test. but have to pass up the graded assignment.. sian.

was chatting on msn yesterday.. secretly of course xD and gtg do a ppt presentation on malcolm x and martin luther king jr on fre. yitian is lesbianing beside me now.. but lucky i not les hor! this is damn wu liao i know.. haha. she is so bian tai, chinese and math tests can get so freaking high lor! yitian is still lesbianing now. going muacksmuacksmuacks! eeeeeeeeew!

will that wish ever come true?

Thursday, March 22, 2007

in my father's office now. sian. trying to chiong geog proj due tmr. damn sleepy now, but think will sleep late again today. it has only been 2 years, but so much has changed. life was very different then compared to now. was it meant to be good or bad? sigh. even i don't understand what the hell i'm talking about. nevermind. shall stop here. now is term 2 already.. it's only like just past the mid-week and we already had a gong han test.. seems like i still dunno the format. DIE LAH! later exam come still dunno how to write then how? how?! HOW?!?! but somehow, this year is a lot easier than last year.

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

damn tired. slept at hmm.. 1++ yesterday night? finally it's week 10.. 12 days to my birthday! cant wait for the hols to come! guess i will need that break.. it has been tiring. haha.. today there was an earthquake during geog test on green revolution. its like, we were halfway doing our test and felt like someone was jumping on the floor.. i really thought it was.. lol. omg! i nv experienced an earthquake. luckily it was damn minor only, so there was no injuries. yay! i could complete my geog test in time!

Thursday, February 22, 2007

oh wells, actually i don't really have anything to say =X but i thought i'd just come and revive my blog since i am free now (: CNY this year wasn't too bad. yeah, it's a great time to see cousins again and chat and gossip about anything that comes to ur mind. i jus hope tt this year will turn out better than the last. don't really have the time to go online now, considering the little amount of time i have left for studies.

What's your full name?
soh lisha.
When's your birthday?
18 march *HINTS!*
What's your favourite subject?
er. probably history or lang arts or MEP. or maybe all three.
What's your least favourite subject?
appreciation of chinese culture, bilingual practice and higher chinese i suppose.
Do you have a crush now?
no.
What's your current mood?
slack!
What's your dream job?
maybe a lawyer. court cases are dramatic enough to arouse my attention ><
What pisses you off?
knowing that i can do better than what i had achieved.
List one of your most cherished wishes.
hope that my family, friends and godrelatives will remain healthy, happy and nice forever!
Do you miss primary school?
duh! how can i not miss the place that believed in me and helped me when i first transferred there?
What makes you sad?
performing below par.
Would you go all out for the person you love?
someone has asked me that already. anyway, i suppose so.
Have you ever fell out with a friend over something stupid?
yeah. dun remind me ><
Have you ever broken a school rule?
duh! loads of times.
Have you ever lied to your parents that you finished/ dun have homework?
what do you think?
Are you missing someone right now?
do my cousins count?
Do you think cheating love is acceptable?
no! if your stead could cheat on you once, how can you be sure that he/ she won't cheat on you again?
Are you paranoid?
very.
What languages do you speak?
mainly english, a little chinese (when there is no choice), malay (during sch lessons) and hokkien (is it even considered a language?)
What is the most important thing to you in life other than your studies, family and friends?
PIANO! and living up to my expectations.
Who would you like to do this quiz?
anyone who wants to do it.

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

lols! been such a long time since i last posted. was either too lazy or too busy. anyway, i DYING OF STRESS CAN!! i suck at factorisation and i dunno wad to do to actually pull up my grades. so i can expect and prepare for a low GPA right? WRONG. i last yr do so badly still not enough ar?? haiz.. ppl say tt if i still haven't woken up, it's time to wake up now. fine.. wake up, but how to start doing work and pass wif flying colours? tts one thing tt i just can't do, be it in pri school or now. sigh.

ohyes chinese new yr is 2 weeks frm now! haha.. can go see relatives again and collect $$. and go back to RGPS TO VISIT!! (if i have time). HOPEFULLY, the nicenice teachers will still be around.. miss them so much =X

in the comp lab now. sianning.. dunno how to do wad we are supposed to do.. hope it wont like appear in my report book. (eheh, my report book sucked dokay!) dokay we changed geog teacher this yr(: hope i can at least do better la.

so damn tired now can! today is TUES and i am like suffering frm burnout liao! on sat woke up at 6++ to make it in time for tutorial at eunos tt starts at 8.00am. after tt, cheryl and me took mrt to pasir ris, then to city hall, then to dhoby ghaut. then i took 171 (i think) home. sun.. woke up at around 10.00am, slept at 1.00++, almost 2.00. next day still got CCA until about 5.45, reach home at 6.30, still sleep at 12.00++, almost 1.00am, pro hor? so now i very sleepy of course >.<>
lols! been such a long time since i last posted. was either too lazy or too busy. anyway, i DYING OF STRESS CAN!! i suck at factorisation and i dunno wad to do to actually pull up my grades. so i can expect and prepare for a low GPA right? WRONG. i last yr do so badly still not enough ar?? haiz.. ppl say tt if i still haven't woken up, it's time to wake up now. fine.. wake up, but how to start doing work and pass wif flying colours? tts one thing tt i just can't do, be it in pri school or now. sigh.

ohyes chinese new yr is 2 weeks frm now! haha.. can go see relatives again and collect $$. and go back to RGPS TO VISIT!! (if i have time). HOPEFULLY, the nicenice teachers will still be around.. miss them so much =X

in the comp lab now. sianning.. dunno how to do wad we are supposed to do.. hope it wont like appear in my report book. (eheh, my report book sucked dokay!) dokay we changed geog teacher this yr(: hope i can at least do better la.

so damn tired now can! today is TUES and i am like suffering frm burnout liao! on sat woke up at 6++ to make it in time for tutorial at eunos tt starts at 8.00am. after tt, cheryl and me took mrt to pasir ris, then to city hall, then to dhoby ghaut. then i took 171 (i think) home. sun.. woke up at around 10.00am, slept at 1.00++, almost 2.00. next day still got CCA until about 5.45, reach home at 6.30, still sleep at 12.00++, almost 1.00am, pro hor? so now i very sleepy of course >.<>

Monday, January 29, 2007

haiz. so busy now ): so many projects and hw! and it's only like the start of term 1 week 5?!?! if this is only the tip of the iceberg, i dunno wad is the actual iceberg then. haha.. there is ACC proj, MEP portfolio, geog proj.. i really dying of stress! yes, there's streaming at the end of the year. hopefully, i can continue with history next yr. i'm starting to like MEP more and more now. i dunno why.. it was one of the subjects i totally abhorre last year. now, it's my fav. before we know it, chinese new year is coming! HOPEFULLY, i will be able to go back to RGPS to visit. i know that i have to go. i am obliged to go. it was my past, which formed my present, and will continue to shape my future. this year, 3I `o4 (the first class i took care of as a prefect) will be taking their PSLE. time has flew by so quickly. i have to go wish them luck. as much as they were difficult to control, they left an indelible impression on me even up till today. there was a love-hate relationship between us, but now the hate part is gone. a typical duty session with 3I would be like this:

me: where's your storybook? (they had to bring a storybook for silent reading before school started)
3I: never bring.
me: why never bring?
3I: i forgot!

haha. sounds innocent? not so. in fact, it drove me and tamie NUTS! she's my favourite junior :) and i miss her so much! haiz. when i went back to RGPS to visit during teacher's day last year, i realized that i really have grown older. everyone had. life is of a vast difference from primary school days. as much as we want to cling on to the past and not let go, time will not wait for us. but i know i have to go back to visit. it's an internal calling for me.

i guess i will respond to that calling =)

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

CRAP! i left my hp at home today. so it's like damn inconvenient la :(( cannot sms or anything in cls. won't know wen ppl sms me either. for math, we startd on standard form today and u knopw wad?!?! i still dunno some indices stuff! omgosh. got test on fri some more leh! and it's not like it's fri or sat on sun. it's already tues, and i still don't know how to do. i am quite satisfied with my expansion test results (: wish i can maintain tt standars, if not improve. and at the end of the yr, still got STREAMING.. oh noooo!

still can rmb tt time p4 streaming. p4 was the best yr ever (: even though i had just transferred to RGPS from MGS so of course there were adjustments ((: but it was worth it. damn happy. and i MISS RGPS LIKE SIAO OKAY?!?!

>i guess you don't know who u are until u have become someone else.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

in comp lab now. school has started, so have not been posting for a long time =( the posts will be less frequent now la. lesson started today and i'm so sleepy! lol. so sian. and it's only tuesday! i can't understand wad the comp instructor is talking about now. he say wad important and blah so i'm trying to pay attention, but i can't. hope this year will be better. HOPEFULLY, i would get a higher GPA too...